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Tribute to Jenny-

Rummaging through things in my room i happend across something..something sentemental. The last thing i have besides memories and pictures of my beloved Jenny. The day she was put down they put her paw into a mold and I got it. It brings back so many wonderful memories, but they're bitter-sweet memories. My heart is lifted when i think of her but brought down at the same time. I miss her soo much.

thats all i have today, =]

Here are my thoughts from the past few nights... i like to "talk" to myself lol...

Do you ever wonder why you didn't realize something until its too late? I recently did that with something (kaylynn you know what i mean... lol) Do you ever wonder what you would do if you could go back and change parts of the past? Well somethings i wish i could go and add, but not necessarily change. You ever wish you could date someone, but they maybe live to far... say you can't drive and its 30 min away or maybe 50 miles or 200 or maybe even 500? Well sometimes i feel like that. Sometimes i wonder why things happen the way they happen. Why i feel the ways i feel. Do you ever wish you could just run to the person you want to see most? I do all the time... in fact i am wishing that right now. *sighs*  Do you ever lay there in bed thinking about someone/something and get sad/depressed? I don't know how many people get like that but that happens to me. Sometimes i wish that this didn't happen but you know me, A Total Drama Queen! lol These are a few of the many questions i think about during the night.... most of them more recently.

In other news i got new 2 new pair of shorts... lol i gotta go take 'em back and get the next size up... i have a 3 now and the next size they have is a 5... wonder if they fit. Oh interesting fact.. .my mom could fit into a size 1 (pants) they day i was born.

In news other than that, my last day of school is June 9th! Yay! The year is almost over!!

Even more news... im being a total klutz again... i hit my knee on the coffee table, my hand (several times) on the cabinet doors. i tripped over the dog, slipped down the stairs (there was bubble soap on the stairs) And several other things.. lol

My mom got this wine called Chocolate Wine... they had like 2 drinks out of a small cup and they (they as in my mom and dad) felt tipsy... it was funny my brother said "how come your brain doesn't move around a lot?" because he was talking so fast they thought he said " how come your brain doesn't move in your leg?'  Me, Jesse, Mom and dad were cracking up at that... the look on my dads face was priceless! I fell off the bench onto the ground i was laughing so hard... my back and stomach hurt from laughing... my brother can be sidesplitting funny sometimes.

Well thats about all thanks for reading!

One down and 3 to go. I'm talking about the OAT's for those of you who are confused as to what i am talking about. The truck still isn't back... my mom isn't feeling well.... (not gonna go into details) Today has worn me out. Both My mom and dad are home tomorrow.. yay!!! Tomorrow is math... much fun!! lol. I'm not to worried... i'll probably go over the book some more tomorrow... i know most of the stuff anyway but just to be sure and to have an extra refresher.....considering we all know that i get nervous sometimes... lol. And if you didn't know that you do now. lol What do i get nervous about... well if you know me (kaylynn) you know what i get nervous about.... lol but here are a few... big tests....boys... (yes i did say that.. lol) making friends... learning new skills... telling secrets... going for things(i do get nervous when i try to get things i want..example- the wreath laying at arlington...yes when i submitted the essay i was nervous) There you have a few things i get nervous about... i'm sure there is loads more... but i shall let you figure that out yourselves...

In other news i saw my aunt carla today... she took me to testing and brought me home.. i haven't seen her in forever...  Easy (papaw easy... not the one i stay the night at) he has stage two alzheimers... i found out what stage today.. how sad... haven't talked to or seen him in so long... its soo sad... The 3 of us (meaning my mom dad and I) havent heard anything new about my grandpa's aneurism.. (unless theyre not telling me) Over the weekend i found out that my papaw (the one i stayed the night at) had a heart attack 10 yrs ago and he didnt tell my mom... he said it was something else...which he had too.... the name is slipping my mind at the present moment.. That puts a damper on my day- reflecting on all that my family is going through at the present moment in time. But as my friend Jesse would say "Life Goes On" And so it does, regretfully.

In other news, one of the girls at my bus stop, her mom is looking for a babysitter... not this week but maybe i might get a job babysitting her kids... idk... thats good news.. i think.. lol, i'd have to take a CPR and First Aid Class before i took the job. Idk you know... i mean yeah im looking for a job but idk. hmmm....

Well thats all i have for today... best of luck to me and all my friends on the OAT's

Your friend,

Shayna

Well i know its been a while since i last posted on here. So i wanna ask how every1 is? Good? thats good.  WEll im back from the Washington Dc. Trip! It was loads of fun! I made new friends and met old friends! It was awesome! We went to Montecello, Mt. Vernon, and we toured the monuments and statues. We drove past embassies and the white house.  We went on The Spirt of Washington- a boat. It was like dinner and a dance! it was awesome.... I was upset for reasons unsaid... and my friend Egan walked in my heals to cheer me up! He's really nice, and really funny. Kaylynn another friend of mine... i like turned her into a mini me...lol not really... just changed her perspective on a few things. lol. I wish that i wasn't home yet but then again we had so much fast food that my stomach was doing turns and flips. I miss every one soooo much! Well next week starts the infamous OAT's... NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! lol i think ill be fine. lol Well i wish i had more time to post but seeing as i have to make sure that my siblings are ready for school i best be going... ttyl everybody! and have a fantastic day!!!

Shayna